1 . I started playing the piano when I was around four years old—that was 15 years ago!—and since then, the longest I haven’t touched piano keys was probably two months. This was an enormous amount of devotion to something that I wasn’t even planning to make money off of—so there must have been something worth holding on to, right?
The easy guess is that I was always so purely in love with music and piano that I couldn’t bear to let them go. However, it’s a bit more complicated than that. I struggled a lot with piano. I felt pressure to improve, innovate, and be the best in order to prove something to others. The seed of my musical interest was grown with competition and doubt.
It’s difficult to learn to love something that you didn’t choose in the first place. But somehow, sometime, love grew. And by high school, it was strong enough that I found the strength to hold on tighter, dig further, and find something of my own to grow. In a way, I had to start over.
And so, I took a pause. I switched teachers, and got incredibly lucky with one who encouraged me and helped me tunnel into what I loved, not what I was told I should learn. Anything I had was good enough to be loved.
This summer, I started learning the guitar. I deliberately wanted to learn on my own—this was just for me, to form a new relationship to music. Even though my guitar skills are miles lower than my piano skills, I feel I can express myself even more wholly through strings than keys. There’s just something about doing it all for myself that has helped me heal the damages to my relationship to music.
The love and hate I’ve had for the piano were both planted and grown. If you too have learned to hate something you once loved—or something you never chose—remember that with dedication, it can be uprooted, and love can make a home in its place. There is always time. There is always room.
1. What can we learn about the author’s experience from Paragraph 1?| A．He probably spent two months in playing the piano. |
| B．He began to play the piano when he was 15 years old. |
| C．He thought it necessary to start playing the piano early. |
| D．He committed himself to the piano not for financial factors. |
| A．Bittersweet. | B．Harmonious. | C．Painful. | D．Passive. |
| A．His teacher’s constant encouragement. | B．His desire for a new relationship with music. |
| C．His interest in strings rather than keys. | D．His talent for playing musical instruments. |
| A．Practice makes perfect | B．Love cannot be forced |
| C．Love is a thing that grows | D．There is no end to learning |
