1 . “I can’t connect with your characters.”
I kept hearing the same feedback and was unable to understand why and not sure what to do. I was a character-driven writer. How could I mess up the one thing I was supposed to be good at? I was determined to convince my agent that these characters were real. After all, I knew they were real. My main character Lotus had lived inside me for years. I just needed to clarify her on the page.
I wrote and edited for a year, trying to respond to this agent’s feedback. But Lotus’ personality began to disappear. I tried to have her make “better” decisions, wear smarter fashion, and have more friends, as my agent said she acted “immature” and was “isolated”. And when this agent ultimately parted ways with me, I felt like I had failed. Now with time and distance, I realize I tried to fit Lotus into a neurotypical style to please my agent. And as a result, Lotus lost her Lotus-ness.
When that agent discouraged me from writing Lotus as autistic(自闭的), he said that would make Lotus seem more “vulnerable(脆弱的)” or an “obvious victim”. I didn’t want Lotus to seem vulnerable. Lotus’ autism is what makes her powerful, I tried to explain. But from a neurotypical perspective, Lotus’ autism could only be seen as a weakness.
Unsure of how to convince my agent of the strength and power autistic women hold, I began to write Lotus as “neurotypical”. And I failed miserably. After all, what do I know about being neurotypical? My whole life, autism was my default. Not being diagnosed until 2020, I assumed the way I saw the world was “normal”.
My current agent encourages me to write from my neurodivergent(神经多样性的) experience. With this invitation, I revisited Lotus and saw her the way I first wrote her. And when I did, the characters and the entire narrative began to make more sense.
Identifying my characters as neurodivergent not only gives me joy as a writer, but it has produced my strongest writing. For so long, I’ve combatted the advice to “write what I know”, in part because I didn’t know what I actually knew. I didn’t know I was neurodivergent. But as I mine the specificity of my lived experience, my writing is stronger. There is a power to our lived experience. It’s not a limitation on our craft, but a swinging open of the gates.
1. How did the author feel when receiving the repeated response from the first agent?A.Confused. | B.Convinced. | C.Determined. | D.Disappointed. |
A.Lotus no longer lived inside the author | B.the author attempted to please the agent |
C.the agent failed to sympathize with Lotus | D.Lotus was considered childish and lonely |
A.She regretted parting with the agent. |
B.She owed her success in life to autism. |
C.She was aware of her autism in the early years. |
D.She was empowered by her autistic experience. |
A.Stick to your dream despite discouragement. |
B.Be true to yourself and write from your heart. |
C.Giving in to authority is the barrier to success. |
D.Everyone is born an original instead of a copy. |
2 . Every January for the past 20 years, I have taken a few moments to carefully think about the answer to the big question, “What is the meaning of life?”
I ask this question year after year, because my answer changes
Great
Others came to the
“There is not one big cosmic meaning for all,” author Ana’s Nin wrote. I
A.in time | B.over time | C.on time | D.at times |
A.process | B.policy | C.answer | D.strategy |
A.obvious | B.powerful | C.chief | D.right |
A.organizers | B.residents | C.survivors | D.thinkers |
A.belonging | B.occurring | C.appealing | D.attending |
A.donation | B.destination | C.inspiration | D.application |
A.process | B.meaning | C.impact | D.procedure |
A.wanted | B.used | C.tried | D.put |
A.question | B.signal | C.guideline | D.explanation |
A.only | B.same | C.final | D.other |
A.absolutely | B.entirely | C.poetically | D.orderly |
A.shade | B.roofs | C.control | D.wings |
A.agree | B.protest | C.retire | D.confirm |
A.applying | B.defending | C.delivering | D.forming |
A.arrangement | B.action | C.power | D.reaction |
3 . Many of us have stories about that one person who, along the way, chose to believe in or help us.
When I was a first-semester college junior, my GPA(Grade-Point Average)was in the 2.9 range—too
After I got into the honors program, I needed to have a faculty member who
Life junctures (特定时刻) where someone in a position of
If you find yourself in a position of power,
A.difficult | B.ridiculous | C.low | D.sensitive |
A.assessment | B.information | C.standard | D.requirement |
A.exception | B.excuse | C.decision | D.reservation |
A.expected | B.agreed | C.prepared | D.promised |
A.award | B.qualification | C.compliment | D.compensation |
A.random | B.common | C.challenging | D.free |
A.surprise | B.chance | C.jump | D.hit |
A.power | B.trust | C.doubt | D.advantage |
A.determined | B.optimistic | C.responsible | D.supportive |
A.plan | B.analyse | C.control | D.advance |
A.adopting | B.changing | C.rejecting | D.raising |
A.effort | B.attention | C.equipment | D.knowledge |
A.Therefore | B.However | C.Besides | D.Otherwise |
A.attempt | B.opportunity | C.approach | D.accident |
A.future | B.impression | C.idea | D.experience |
When I was in college, an acquaintance who had graduated a few years prior came back to visit for the weekend. As we walked around campus on Saturday night, he threw his hands into the cold Connecticut air and exclaimed, “You guys are so lucky; you live
At the time, I thought it was kind of sad—a
The writer Jennifer Senior noted last year that the fact of our choosing friendships makes them both fragile and special: “You have to continually stay involved. That you choose it is
It’s hard but not impossible. Senior notes that when
“Friendship is the mare kind of relationship that remains forever available to us as we age,” Senior writes. “It’s a potential source of creativity and renewal in lives that otherwise narrow with time.” It’s something worth
5 . If there is one thing I have missed the most during the last year of the COVID-19 pandemic, it has been seeing other people smiling. When every face has a mask on it, you may feel
I have always seen every smile as a
Over the years I have learned a lot about
In fact,when you smile, it doesn’t matter whether you are
A.smaller | B.weaker | C.smarter | D.safer |
A.soul | B.body | C.head | D.eye |
A.light | B.tear | C.question | D.regret |
A.burden | B.blessing | C.loss | D.secret |
A.change | B.recipe | C.wish | D.treasure |
A.wisdom | B.curiosity | C.joy | D.understanding |
A.lives on | B.slows down | C.dies out | D.takes off |
A.dull | B.cheerful | C.shocking | D.hesitant |
A.normal | B.strange | C.rare | D.unique |
A.approved | B.responded | C.laughed | D.bargained |
A.failures | B.smiles | C.challenges | D.stories |
A.frequently | B.still | C.never | D.easily |
A.selling | B.purchasing | C.washing | D.wearing |
A.teeth | B.cars | C.fingers | D.feet |
A.Forget | B.Show | C.Seek | D.Award |
6 . Camping is a rite of passage (成人仪式) if you grow up in Canada. It’s a child’s first
Then I
Then I overheard a(n)
My friends and I
I wasn’t just leaving, having accomplished something I
A.attempt | B.taste | C.proposal | D.target |
A.odd | B.awkward | C.amazing | D.rough |
A.grew | B.observed | C.turned | D.recalled |
A.involving | B.surviving | C.abandoning | D.experiencing |
A.Overall | B.Moreover | C.Somehow | D.Therefore |
A.argument | B.debate | C.conversation | D.quarrel |
A.explained | B.insisted | C.prayed | D.interrupted |
A.mercy | B.empathy | C.faith | D.preference |
A.set up | B.beat down | C.drew on | D.rose to |
A.shot up | B.slowed down | C.broke out | D.put off |
A.swinging | B.bouncing | C.rolling | D.twinkling |
A.curious | B.enthusiastic | C.upset | D.desperate |
A.barely | B.constantly | C.ultimately | D.merely |
A.foundation | B.appreciation | C.resolution | D.recognition |
A.contrast | B.attitude | C.priority | D.exposure |
7 . Make friends with your inner voice
Most people have an inner voice.
Your inner voice is always with you, giving a commentary inside your head. You might notice it when you make a mistake, when you try something new, or when you solve a problem.
Your inner voice, also known as your self-talk, has an impact on you because you already pay attention to it.
A.Your inner voice has different tones. |
B.It’s the internal chatter that goes on inside your head. |
C.So what you say to yourself, and what you hear, sinks in. |
D.You’re telling yourself how you’ll benefit from tidying your room. |
E.It can be helpful to talk to that voice with kindness and understanding. |
F.When you make a mistake, tell yourself it’s OK and you’ll learn for next time. |
G.Noticing your inner voice and talking encouragingly to yourself make you more confident. |
Su Shi, a famous scholar of the Song Dynasty, was
At the age of 21, his fresh prose style earned him the
His dreams cut short, Su Shi turned his focus toward nature. In the spring of 1082, he took an outing with his friends. When
Along both sides of the path were growing trees,
Su Shi’s optimistic and open-minded attitude
9 . Earlier this month, I bought a new smart phone. I didn’t
Yesterday when I was
It’s strange how it took a dog to
A.desire | B.like | C.use | D.care |
A.cheaper | B.easier | C.safer | D.slower |
A.limited | B.special | C.free | D.waiting |
A.taking down | B.pointing at | C.speaking of | D.checking out |
A.pushed | B.felt | C.lost | D.followed |
A.Shaking | B.Laughing | C.Running | D.Clapping |
A.proved | B.revised | C.noticed | D.changed |
A.respect | B.patience | C.trust | D.joy |
A.feeling | B.fantasy | C.solution | D.response |
A.cure | B.remind | C.clear | D.warn |
A.hesitated | B.happened | C.promised | D.refused |
A.regular | B.normal | C.important | D.extreme |
A.Communication | B.Technology | C.Friendship | D.Inspiration |
A.energy | B.talent | C.future | D.time |
A.expects | B.invites | C.requires | D.helps |
It’s eight o’clock on Christmas morning, and my dad says he wants to listen to the news. My 11-year-old self is wondering why on Earth grown-ups would be interested in the news when there are important things to be done, such as handing out presents. And then, while I am only half-listening, something strange happens: the newsreader begins talking about a Christmas message. Hadn’t we heard that report earlier?
My older brother, Colin, figures out what’s happening. “Pete, Pete, it’s a tape recorder! We’ve got our tape recorder!”
It finally dawns on me: my dad recorded the news and is playing it back now.
Colin and I had both been blind from birth. At the special school that Colin and I attended, a recorder of your own was the height of desire. However, realistic about family finances, we had no real expectations of getting one.
The tape recorder my dad bought us would have cost more than four times his weekly wage. He could only afford it by borrowing the money. I know my mum and dad would have thought long and hard before being in the debt.
The new toy controlled the rest of the Christmas holidays. Once we had mastered the controls, we recorded anything and everything: each other, our parents, the milkman, the dog... and we very quickly learned how much fun we could have with it.
It wasn’t the first time I had been attracted by a tape recorder. I vividly remember walking into a room when I was four and hearing a child’s tuneless singing. I stopped dead. “It’s you,” Dad said.
It turned out that he had borrowed a tape recorder. So for the first time, in the same way that a sighted child might react to seeing themselves in a mirror, I got the sense of myself as a separate person who existed outside my head and was experienced by other people.
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I took my first steps down the path to my career as a broadcaster when I returned to school.
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Ten years later, I walked into a radio station, in the hopes of selling myself as a broadcast journalist.
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