1 . As a child, I was proud of my southern origin. My own voice reflected my family’s past and present-part northern Mississippi, part Tennessee, all southern. There was no sound I loved more than my grandmother’s accent: thick, sweet, warm.
While growing up, I began to realize outside of our region, southerners were often dismissed as uncultured and ignorant. I was ready to leave behind my tiny town in West Tennessee, starting a new life and jumping at big chances in some far-off cities. In that embarrassing space between “teen” and “adult”, my accent was a symbol of everything I thought I hated about my life in the rural South. I feared it would disqualify me from being a noted magazine writer. I would have to talk less “country”. So I killed a piece of myself. I’m ashamed of it, but I’m more ashamed that I tried to kill that part of someone else-change Emily’s accent.
I met Emily in college. She was determined to work for the student newspaper, which was where I spent most of my waking hours, and we became friends. She, unlike me, accepted her roots. Early in our friendship, her mother asked where I was from, assuming it was somewhere up north. Then I felt my efforts paid off and even wanted to ignore the mistake.
Emily is two years younger and she cared about my opinion. I advised her to be more like me and hide her signature Manchester accent. I stressed that throughout our college years, often by making fun of her vowel (元音) sounds. I told myself I was helping her achieve her dream of working as a reporter. Now, I see that it was actually about justifying my hiding part of myself.
Grandma Carolyn used to tell me, “Girl, don’t forget where you come from.” Now I truly understand that. Many things have faded from memory, but this sticks in my mind with uncomfortable clarity. Now that I am grown and have left the South, it’s important to me.
1. What made the author want to leave her hometown?A.Appeal of convenience in cities. |
B.Her dream of becoming a writer. |
C.Outside prejudice against southerners. |
D.Her desire for the northern accent. |
A.Upset. | B.Pleased. | C.Ashamed. | D.Surprised. |
A.To prove herself right. | B.To help Emily be a reporter. |
C.To make herself influential. | D.To protect Emily’s self-dignity. |
A.Stay true to your roots. | B.Never do things by halves. |
C.Hold on to your dreams. | D.Never judge a person by his accent. |
2 . Ben was bothered every time he went through the kitchen. It was that little metal contain on the shelf above his wife Martha’s cook stove, which he had been repeatedly
Ben never saw Martha cook a dish without taking the container of the shelf and sprinkling (洒)
Then one day Martha became ill and was kept overnight in the hospital. Feeling lonely and bored in the house after returning home, Ben
A.forbidden | B.told | C.inspired | D.threatened |
A.recipe | B.menu | C.herb | D.tobacco |
A.refilling | B.restoring | C.emptying | D.decorating |
A.pleased | B.concerned | C.puzzled | D.relieved |
A.valuable | B.previous | C.tasteless | D.messy |
A.yet | B.even | C.still | D.just |
A.failed | B.hurt | C.worked | D.changed |
A.wife | B.host | C.housekeeper | D.cook |
A.delightful | B.comforting | C.annoying | D.irresistible |
A.broke into | B.wandered into | C.ran out of | D.went back to |
A.opened | B.wetted | C.blinded | D.drew |
A.satisfied | B.calm | C.astonished | D.angry |
A.wrapped | B.unfolded | C.tore | D.wrinkled |
A.recognized | B.mentioned | C.treated | D.received |
A.stupidly | B.simply | C.cautiously | D.safely |
3 . Many years ago, I was living with my best friend and we had many happy moments together. But there was one night that
On the night of November 25, 2011, I got into a fistfight with my best friend in our kitchen. It all started because I was trying to help him. He was drinking a lot, arguing with everyone and
I thought alcohol
That Christmas my friend didn’t have any place to go, so I invited him home to my parents’ house in Lancaster. They
That year my friend and I both received gifts that we would
A.defined | B.inspired | C.created | D.changed |
A.defending | B.separating | C.protecting | D.locking |
A.communication | B.investigation | C.exploration | D.promotion |
A.put up | B.take away | C.break out | D.call off |
A.talking | B.crying | C.fighting | D.laughing |
A.access | B.addition | C.abuse | D.affection |
A.look | B.break | C.drive | D.carry |
A.time | B.holiday | C.gift | D.family |
A.happily | B.generally | C.formally | D.hurriedly |
A.awake | B.asleep | C.available | D.absorbed |
A.generosity | B.curiosity | C.ability | D.creativity |
A.admitted | B.realized | C.recognized | D.accepted |
A.exchange | B.present | C.treasure | D.appreciate |
A.day | B.test | C.skill | D.eye |
A.kind | B.grateful | C.blessed | D.healthy |
4 . The train shook back and forth, its wheels making a loud noise on the tracks. Outside the window, the freezing cold of winter ruled. The carriage was filled with passengers, cold and
A.thrilled | B.exhausted | C.delighted | D.determined |
A.led | B.came | C.pushed | D.lost |
A.brave | B.generous | C.casual | D.helpful |
A.hurriedly | B.anxiously | C.unexpectedly | D.accidentally |
A.On some occasion | B.For a moment | C.At no time | D.Once in a while |
A.kick | B.strike | C.search | D.pass |
A.raised | B.tapped | C.lowered | D.nodded |
A.loud | B.long | C.strict | D.strong |
A.ashamed | B.astonished | C.satisfied | D.scared |
A.well-behaved | B.elderly | C.strange | D.considerate |
A.praised | B.kissed | C.scolded | D.touched |
A.looks | B.gestures | C.characters | D.images |
A.pulled | B.rushed | C.flooded | D.disappeared |
A.sharing | B.remaining | C.moving | D.living |
A.regret | B.stop | C.die | D.escape |
5 . “I can’t connect with your characters.”
I kept hearing the same feedback and was unable to understand why and not sure what to do. I was a character-driven writer. How could I mess up the one thing I was supposed to be good at? I was determined to convince my agent that these characters were real. After all, I knew they were real. My main character Lotus had lived inside me for years. I just needed to clarify her on the page.
I wrote and edited for a year, trying to respond to this agent’s feedback. But Lotus’ personality began to disappear. I tried to have her make “better” decisions, wear smarter fashion, and have more friends, as my agent said she acted “immature” and was “isolated”. And when this agent ultimately parted ways with me, I felt like I had failed. Now with time and distance, I realize I tried to fit Lotus into a neurotypical style to please my agent. And as a result, Lotus lost her Lotus-ness.
When that agent discouraged me from writing Lotus as autistic(自闭的), he said that would make Lotus seem more “vulnerable(脆弱的)” or an “obvious victim”. I didn’t want Lotus to seem vulnerable. Lotus’ autism is what makes her powerful, I tried to explain. But from a neurotypical perspective, Lotus’ autism could only be seen as a weakness.
Unsure of how to convince my agent of the strength and power autistic women hold, I began to write Lotus as “neurotypical”. And I failed miserably. After all, what do I know about being neurotypical? My whole life, autism was my default. Not being diagnosed until 2020, I assumed the way I saw the world was “normal”.
My current agent encourages me to write from my neurodivergent(神经多样性的) experience. With this invitation, I revisited Lotus and saw her the way I first wrote her. And when I did, the characters and the entire narrative began to make more sense.
Identifying my characters as neurodivergent not only gives me joy as a writer, but it has produced my strongest writing. For so long, I’ve combatted the advice to “write what I know”, in part because I didn’t know what I actually knew. I didn’t know I was neurodivergent. But as I mine the specificity of my lived experience, my writing is stronger. There is a power to our lived experience. It’s not a limitation on our craft, but a swinging open of the gates.
1. How did the author feel when receiving the repeated response from the first agent?A.Confused. | B.Convinced. | C.Determined. | D.Disappointed. |
A.Lotus no longer lived inside the author | B.the author attempted to please the agent |
C.the agent failed to sympathize with Lotus | D.Lotus was considered childish and lonely |
A.She regretted parting with the agent. |
B.She owed her success in life to autism. |
C.She was aware of her autism in the early years. |
D.She was empowered by her autistic experience. |
A.Stick to your dream despite discouragement. |
B.Be true to yourself and write from your heart. |
C.Giving in to authority is the barrier to success. |
D.Everyone is born an original instead of a copy. |
6 . I attend an Art School in Southern California for Musical Theatre and have always pursued artistic pursuits throughout my life. I have also had a lot of
The
This camp completely impacted the way I
Volunteering has reminded me how important it is to
A.reviewing | B.approving | C.volunteering | D.attempting |
A.raising | B.distributing | C.chasing | D.counting |
A.impressed | B.remembered | C.motivated | D.troubled |
A.experience | B.project | C.dream | D.schedule |
A.zone | B.work | C.line | D.secret |
A.chose | B.received | C.moved | D.served |
A.besides | B.otherwise | C.however | D.instead |
A.delay | B.comfort | C.joy | D.education |
A.part | B.center | C.reminder | D.burden |
A.cultivate | B.reason | C.view | D.conquer |
A.connection | B.touch | C.violence | D.witness |
A.copy | B.express | C.indicate | D.present |
A.casually | B.temporarily | C.formerly | D.truly |
A.trade | B.trick | C.skill | D.gift |
A.give back | B.give in | C.get down | D.get across |
7 . Beep! Beep! Beep! I rolled over and turned off my alarm clock. It was still
I
I shivered (打寒颤) and
Our lives here are full of sweet
A.rainy | B.dark | C.cold | D.snowy |
A.curious | B.afraid | C.eager | D.able |
A.coat | B.bite | C.leash | D.flashlight |
A.temperature | B.condition | C.environment | D.weather |
A.method | B.path | C.plan | D.calendar |
A.check | B.forecast | C.test | D.provide |
A.removed | B.needed | C.packed | D.washed |
A.tried on | B.decided on | C.relied on | D.focused on |
A.difficult | B.ideal | C.wrong | D.safe |
A.water | B.mud | C.dust | D.frost |
A.patience | B.balance | C.distance | D.promise |
A.complained | B.smiled | C.suffered | D.doubted |
A.pre-dusk | B.mid-night | C.pre-dawn | D.post-dawn |
A.Actually | B.Suddenly | C.Effortlessly | D.Generally |
A.avoided | B.regretted | C.stopped | D.continued |
A.wonder | B.reality | C.signal | D.challenge |
A.offered | B.refused | C.intended | D.failed |
A.found | B.admired | C.reflected | D.lighted |
A.discoveries | B.dreams | C.seasons | D.memories |
A.Enjoy | B.Examine | C.Admit | D.Remember |
8 . When I first met Sarah, all I noticed was her drool (口水) running from the corner of her mouth. As Mrs. Wagner pushed the wheelchair toward me, I felt
For the entire morning, I was uneasy.
She patted (拍) my shoulder
Why? I didn’t need a deskmate with running drool! I decided to
Mrs. Wagner asked me, “Natalie, although Sarah cannot kick, she can
I had to
Firstly, Matt kicked the ball and it came to me. I
“You got him out!” I
At the end of the day, Sarah read a journal entry to us, “My first day of school went well. I
Sarah smiled at me. I didn’t
A.upset | B.interested | C.calm | D.ashamed |
A.Luckily | B.Finally | C.Obviously | D.Actually |
A.taken | B.recovered | C.changed | D.returned |
A.anxiously | B.pleasantly | C.eagerly | D.gently |
A.contact | B.ignore | C.approach | D.inspire |
A.discovered | B.studied | C.wondered | D.recognized |
A.hands | B.schedule | C.throat | D.shoes |
A.hold | B.throw | C.kick | D.keep |
A.perform | B.nod | C.react | D.sigh |
A.campus | B.classroom | C.stage | D.playground |
A.handed | B.showed | C.hit | D.lifted |
A.guessed | B.shouted | C.thought | D.replied |
A.meaningful | B.unusual | C.tiring | D.exciting |
A.had fun | B.took risks | C.kept on | D.thought about |
A.imagine | B.mention | C.notice | D.like |
9 . Today, we’re going to discuss a charming children’s classic from 1976: The Missing Piece by Shel Silverstein. Silverstein was an American writer, cartoonist and poet
Like many of Silverstein’s works, The Missing Piece is both
The shape goes on a(n)
What can we learn from the story? To me, the
A.chosen | B.noted | C.packed | D.collected |
A.surprising | B.satisfying | C.convincing | D.entertaining |
A.character | B.purpose | C.achievement | D.background |
A.therefore | B.moreover | C.however | D.additionally |
A.awesome | B.incomplete | C.enthusiastic | D.unfortunate |
A.journey | B.vacation | C.business | D.interview |
A.pictures | B.embraces | C.admires | D.discovers |
A.genuine | B.perfect | C.fundamental | D.promising |
A.comes across | B.comes after | C.comes about | D.comes out |
A.gradual | B.joyful | C.passive | D.romantic |
A.farther | B.broader | C.faster | D.longer |
A.disadvantage | B.disability | C.distribution | D.disturbance |
A.view | B.meal | C.fellow | D.chat |
A.gives out | B.turns out | C.makes out | D.works out |
A.knowledge | B.courage | C.usage | D.message |
A.complete | B.confident | C.successful | D.free |
A.exploration | B.attraction | C.destination | D.application |
A.usual | B.previous | C.eventual | D.current |
A.grownups | B.pupils | C.acquaintances | D.communities |
A.power | B.theme | C.classic | D.popularity |
10 . Maria stared thoughtfully at the tree fort. It was the first thing her grandpa had built for her. She had been little — it was
Recently, Maria had decided that she was going to build a tree swing. Now she was standing
“Hey, what’re you doing?” called a voice from a little distance away. Maria
“No,” Maria said. “I don’t need any help.” Suddenly, her other brother, Emil, came running towards them. “Hey, what’re you guys doing?” “We’re building a swing,” Ricardo said. “No, we’re not,” Maria said. “I am!” “Can I help? “Emil asked. “No!” Maria was turning red. “This is my
“What’s wrong, Maria?” Grandma asked. “Ricardo and Emil are bothering me,” Maria explained the
Grandma asked. Maria was
Ricardo and Emil were
A.when | B.until | C.before | D.after |
A.forced | B.inspired | C.persuaded | D.allowed |
A.slowly | B.proudly | C.clearly | D.anxiously |
A.in | B.on | C.around | D.under |
A.use | B.hang | C.provide | D.hold |
A.over | B.by | C.into | D.down |
A.take | B.fetch | C.buy | D.create |
A.turned | B.fell | C.nodded | D.waved |
A.cheered | B.replied | C.warned | D.complained |
A.Repairing | B.Moving | C.Checking | D.Making |
A.annoying | B.surprising | C.nice | D.hard |
A.explorer | B.supporter | C.owner | D.builder |
A.career | B.research | C.project | D.discovery |
A.barely | B.surely | C.precisely | D.possibly |
A.collections | B.machines | C.experiments | D.materials |
A.action | B.procedure | C.situation | D.schedule |
A.confused | B.ashamed | C.disappointed | D.nervous |
A.Wherever | B.Whenever | C.Unless | D.While |
A.carrying | B.catching | C.rolling | D.climbing |
A.take on | B.take in | C.take after | D.take to |